I don't want this blog to become a litany of complaints

i do wonder, though, how i can get started earlier on my school projects.

i feel overexposed, having told so many people about this blog before fully realizing its purpose and content. oh well. i have more than one blog, now, so hopefully people can just look at whatever interests them.

i threw a metaphorical temper tantrum of sorts, by posting flyers on my door that say "I have bipolar disorder, get over it" and "schizophrenia is not a crime" and "there is no room for cowardice in my life" and "do not treat me differently" and "this is my declaration of sanity."

they aren't directed at anyone in particular, of course; it's just stuff i need to get out of my system as part of my healing process. i feel like they've been building up inside of me all these years when i've been forced to keep quiet for fear of alienating others. i'm tired of it and feel shouting it to the world would be preferable to keeping it inside any longer and carrying the weight of others' shame and fear.